Recently, I did a class about conscious death. We’re all going to die at some point: tomorrow, next week, next year, or in 30 yrs. When we pass over, our soul gets a life review, bringing awareness where we were kind, loving to self and others, authentic, supportive, generous, etc., and also where we were judgmental, mean, harsh, no caring, withholding love for self, berating, etc. This brings awareness and growth for the soul.
The guidance was to do a life review now, not wait until we die.
That way, we can change, make improvements, support the evolution of our soul, and make this lifetime more amazing.
Being aware of this, I decided to do a plant medicine over the weekend, and wow, I didn’t know what I was in for. I got a life review! This wasn’t my intention, but as I always say, the medicines will always give you what you need. I was shown my underbelly…. the medicine was neutral, showing me my shadows.
I’m grateful for what was brought into the light: judgment, envy, and being the victim were the biggies.
Now I get to work with that awareness and make the needed changes.
For example, in my morning practice today, Spirit showed me my self-judgment, starting with the body. This is a big theme, particularly for women. Criticism of many, if not every part of their bodies…the body is the temple that houses our soul. Body love is the basis of self-love. We work with this to heal this core wound in the Inner Womb Bloom: Women’s Plant Medicine Retreat.
The times we are in right now, just like what is happening ‘out there’ with a lot of the underbelly of our society being exposed, so is ours. As above, so below. I don’t know anyone who isn’t ‘feeling it’. A lot is coming up. It might be intense, but if you are willing to look, feel, and work with what is emerging for you, transformation can happen.
A lighter, brighter, happier you will emerge, and the energies of this year are fully supporting that.
If you feel called to do some shadow work, come join us for the Plant Medicine Ceremonies in June or Aug in Boulder, or join our Online Sacred Cacao Ceremony this Sunday, Feb. 15.
The plant medicines are so skilled in getting into the subconscious, into the underbelly, showing us what the ego wants to keep hidden. It can be like one year of therapy in six hours, so much can be cleared and healed. The plant medicines are our allies!